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1. |
Funeral
04:01
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Burning sun
Nighttime bliss
Winter time
Fall short of seeing dawn
Wonder why
The coldest chill of night
Wonder why
The air is still as stone
Wonder why
The passing thought of death
Wonder why
No one seems to care
Centre stage
The perfect step
You never took
But I’m still destroyed
Don’t you ever fear
The night will never end
Don’t you ever think
Someone’s out to get you
Don’t you ever fear
Maybe there’s nothing more
Don’t you ever think
Do you ever think at all?
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2. |
The Lion and The Witch
02:54
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I have become
Defender of the sleep
Pull the sword out of the earth
Watch as you breathe
Until the end of time
It's a tale as old as life itself
Wait for the Lion
Wait for the witch
Wonder why they never come home
Never believing
Never forgiving
Something I can never forget
I've become
defender of the sleep
I've become
defender of the self
Pass through unscathed
And leave without a trace
And if you want
I'll go away for good
Wait for the lion
Wait for the witch
Wonder why they never come home
Never believing
Never forgiving
Something I can never forget
If that’s what helps you sleep at night
Sing it, as if I have a say
Give me a proper burial
Here I’ll lay, for centuries to come
Wait for the lion
Wait for the witch
Wonder why they never come home
Wait for the lion
Wait for the witch
Wonder why they never come home
Wait for the lion
Wait for the witch
Wonder why they never come home
Wait for the lion
Wait for the witch
Wonder why they never come home
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I’ve been working so hard to prove to them that I am not what they say
That I won’t give to pressure and cave in at some small thought of decay
What we’ll give to make it seem worth it for just one more day
To find it in me to even roll out of bed after all this shit
We both have dreams in which each other die,
We both hate it, we both hate it
But still when push comes we give and fall away,
Out of sight, out of life
If I kill away the thoughts the same way that I’ve seen others do
I can become someone else entirely if that’s what it takes
Whatever and ever makes me feel like I’m insane
Bring everyone along and then pretend that nothing happened at all
We both have dreams in which each other die,
We both hate it, both hate it
But still when push comes we give and fall away,
Out of sight, out of life
We never learned what it means to be alive
Can’t blame you, can't blame me
We both have dreams in which each other die,
We both hate it, we both hate it
But still when push comes we give and fall away,
Out of sight, out of life
We never learned what it means to be alive
Can’t blame you, can't blame me
Can’t have anything anyone else can
Can’t say nothing, can’t say nothing, can’t say nothing, can’t say nothing
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4. |
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Here it’s fun
To go
Outside
And watch
Them burn
So bright
Like stars
Tears
And guns
And burning flame
Yeah, and it’s hard to imagine how everything's becoming for fags like me
Yeah, and it’s hard to imagine that the people they want dead are just like me
Yeah, never thought in my life that I’d be driven out of the place that I was born
Yeah, getting nixed at the apex just shows how it pays to try not to play
Naked world, make it seem like it makes sense to me
Make it bleed out like the ones we’ve lost
Make them all pay for the blood they shed and the lives that they’ve taken away
Flames,
and guns, and the burning smell of my heart in my hands
Yeah, well it’s hard to think maybe one day everything’s gonna be alright
Yeah, well it’s hard to come back from the death and the loss that we’re known for now
Yeah, well we’re all fucking tired of reiterating the same god damned things
Yeah, well there’s no shame in knowing that nobody feels they can do it alone
Yeah, and it’s hard to imagine how everything is becoming for fags like me
Yeah, and it’s hard to imagine that the people they want dead are just like me
Yeah, never thought in my life that I’d be driven out of the place that I was born
Yeah, getting nixed at the apex just shows how it pays to try not to play
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5. |
Not My Job To Care
04:05
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I never thought that things would go like they did
I never thought I’d run away more than once
No matter what I wish that I could go back
I’ll never wish, I’ll never speak, I’ll just play and
I don’t want to be
Such a fucking bore
If I knew this was the situation I wouldn’t have come to play
Bad blood between the two that makes it difficult to say
Shut up and do your job better than anyone will care
If I thought for more than just one second it’s clear I’m in the wrong
I never knew that it would be such a pity
Such a sore sticking point for our friends of friends
Never again will anything be the same
Can’t think I’ll want to speak again on the matter
I don’t want to be
Such a fucking drag
On that fateful night when I left everyone behind
I showed a side of myself that I hoped would disappear
Ever since that time I’ve tried so hard to erase you from my life
I succeeded but despite it all I’m still so rife with shame
Oh, the time, it burns
Oh, the time, it burns
Oh, the time, it burns
If I knew this was the situation I wouldn't have come at all
Would have stayed at home where I belong and never left again
The inability to not dwell, it kills me in the end
For hatred in this way creates a darkness in the soul
I can crawl into a hole and pretend that there’s nothing else
Than to grow cold and starve just like the animals we kill
The side of myself that I hoped to kill away some day
and the inability to speak my mind when I’m in pain
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6. |
Lovingkindness
03:34
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Remember everything you’ve done
To be right here
Your thoughts and feelings are so hard to analyze
Numbness subsides and you start to claw your eyes
I’ve rationalized far too much of my own thoughts to be alive, and let alone pretend
They know that everything is gonna be alright and wonder why I even worry in the first place
I’ve screamed a million times on everything and everyone’s amazed, and somewhat scared as well
Fall away and slowly refrain
Paralyzed and dying so slowly yet quick to fall to fear
You can pretend you don’t hate it but I know that you do
Wear your heart on your sleeve for me, so I can wilt inside
Lovingkindness
Is a virtue we must relearn
Lovingkindness
Is a virtue I must repeat
I can’t give you everything
I’ve lived inside my thoughts too long
Every voice is so unfettered I
Want to watch you
and I’ll watch you
and I’ll watch you
and I’ll watch you ache
and I’ll watch you
and I’ll watch you
I’ll watch you
I’ll watch you
I’ll watch you
I’ll watch you
I’ll watch you fall
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7. |
Light Yourself on Fire
02:54
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Drowning in my insecurity
Following through on insanity
Paranoia and the death within
Finally finalizing everything
Wipe that smile off your face
Nothing left to hide away
Forget about money and fame
You weren’t born in so just give up now
You’ll never amount if you sing your heart
You’ll never amount so why cough up blood?
Wipe that smile off your face
Wasting time on what you love
Yeah,
Yeah,
Yeah,
Yeah,
Yeah,
Yeah,
Yeah,
[cheesy ass guitar solo]
Wipe that smile off your face
Forever doomed to be nothing
No amount of work will save you now
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8. |
We Are All In Pain
02:56
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Wallow
In you
Everything
You persist
Want to
Be you
Someone
Different
We are all in pain
We can’t remember our flaws
Only everything that made us great
We are all in pain
And we just can’t let go
And try and take it slow
We must rush in
Follow
In to
The hatred that they have
For me
For nothing, for nothing
And you
Aren’t the only one
I know you
Know all of what I’m feeling
We are all in pain
My mind is slipping away
Unraveling into everything
It would be fun to feel
The numbness take its hold
And unwind my whole past
Into
Into naught
Oh,
Oh,
Oh,
Oh,
Oh,
Oh,
Oh
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Can’t go your whole life
Lamenting everything that you’ve done
I’ve heard it a million times
Repetition won’t make it true
All that you say
I’ll find a way to make it untrue
Despite it all
Sometimes I look back and I smile
Can’t regret everything
Can’t regret everything
You can’t regret everything
You can’t regret everything
Pick up my heart
And place it right back into my chest
I’ve impaled myself
On my love for feeling significant
What do I do
Besides wallow in my own fucking shit
What do I do
Sit around and brood and look cool
I will lament everything
I will lament everything
I will lament everything
I will lament everything
You can’t regret everything
You can’t regret everything
You can’t regret everything
You can’t regret everything
I will lament everything
I will regret everything
I will lament everything
I will tear down everything
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10. |
Porcelain Angels
08:54
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Find me
Dead in sunshine
Tell the rest some other time
Well I know the situation
Is unfortunate for all
I just wanted something else
Other than the pain
Of the weight and
I just want to be
Something
More than
What I’ll be
I’m here
Don’t worry
In the sunshine
In
And even though her heart still beats
In no way am I here
With you
And behind her eyes
You'll see nothing
‘Cause everything is crashing in her world
Well she breathes
But in no way am I
Still, Beside
And everything she thought
Has gone away
And I heard
it
all
Dressed up and shell shocked
All alone
and hurt
Watch life burn down
Without a flame
You could not think to save
Your life
Your
All the other times
You go
And wish
It was the same
But it's nothing
And even though her heart still beats
In no way am I here
With you
And behind her eyes
You'll see nothing
‘Cause everything is crashing in her world
Well she breathes
But in no way am I
Still, Beside
And everything she thought
Has gone away
And I heard
it
all
See birth
(death, death,)
See life
(death, death,)
Feel pain
(death, death,)
See death
(death, death,)
See birth
(death, death,)
See life
(death, death,)
Feel pain
(death, death,)
See death
(death, death)
Just want to be around to fall away
Be around to fall away
And if I go
Walk away
Never to make
A sound
And I have
To speak at all
I’ll be sure to use
My words
In a way
That is efficient
And shows
What i mean
That I’m in love
With my world
With my world
With it
I'm in love
With my world
With my world
With it
Oh
Oh
Oh
I'm in love
With my world
With my world
With it
Oh
Oh
Oh
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